A Beautiful Mess!



My life has been just CRAZY. A crazy, beautiful MESS! (p.s. have you seen that movie- super cute). The MOPS group I was in had the theme of a beautiful mess this year and I feel that completely and totally captures my life since I started in 2013- 2014. It has been undeniably hard. Two miscarriages, sicknesses- so many sicknesses (including gout, colds, strep, skin infections & momo), hard to figure out headaches (found out Alivia is sensitive to dairy), staples and ER visits (Nolan hit is head on the concrete), and Nolan's never ending skin issues. I'm a stressed out mama and Ben is a tired daddy. I feel like God used this theme perfectly in my life- I needed it. In the midst of all these health issues, we know that God has a plan and our mess, our sickness, our life is beautiful to Him who created us. Honestly without God, these days would be harder then they already our. But with Him, I am feeling ok and  starting to realize that life, no matter how much you want it to be perfect, is a mess. I seriously am praying for better health and to be accident free for a while, we would love a sickness break. Ben told me the other day- in sickness and in health we love each other and that goes without saying that whatever God hands us, though it be sickness or health, we know He loves us and cares for us too. 

Along with sickness, comes the chaos of having two kiddos about 20 months apart. Here are a few pictures that really helped contribute to my beautiful mess. Love them!
Poor girl got a comb stuck in her hair and it took over an hour to get out. 


Chocolate face and loving it. 

Making outdoor chalk paint- talk about messy but fun. 

Homemade flubber time, this stuff is a mess to get off carpet.

Playing in the rain water, and look at my little fashion girl. 

Planting seeds... Dirt is messy. 

Painting Olaf. 

So creative. 

Nolan throwing clothes down the stairs, such a boy! 

What the kids room looked like on a daily basis before I implement a new toy system. 

Much more work but worth it, these can be messy though. :) 


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